A red firefly falls from its in-between space, hopelessly it struggles, its wings too heavy now, floating and drowning. She reaches out and delicately grabs the transparent tissue paper thinness of a wing, holds her breath in case a cough, a sneeze, in case her strength destroys the delicate thing. She sets it down by the side of the pool, the brickwork dark with drips of water she brought up with the castaway.
Where the firefly used to be, there’s a stain of red there, in the water. As she watches the stain bleeds in the surrounding water but doesn’t dissipate, the pool becomes a paint bucket. She reaches out and touches the water – not cold like the sea but lukewarm. She lets the water absorb her, like the firefly she loses her place in-between something and something, dragged down against her will. She struggles but knows her wings are wet, there is no escape.
The red swallows her, no hand scoops her up back onto the side of the pool, this time.
She thinks of the sea and wishes the water was colder.
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